Friday, January 23, 2009

i hate myself..

ntah pasal ape, tetiba je pg ni aku tgk cermin, aku rasa aku benci kat diri aku sendiri.. tak tau kenapa.. aku geram, sedih sbb aku takleh kontrol perasaan benci tu.. aku stress.. org luar mungkin nampak aku ni jenis happy go lucky but inside, i am struggling with myself to be a better me...

suddenly i feel lacking in everything.. looks, body shape, skin, hair, feminity n bla bla bla...
God, i feel like such a loser!

help!

1 comment:

Aymy With L♥ve said...

erm.. aku pun selalu camtu.. tgk plak majalah fesyen, lagilah hati ni terlukaa.. adoyaii.. hubby tak bising, but its me.. ko taulah since aku form 4 dah kembang... dah macam2 cercaan, hinaan, org wat lawak... bile dikenangkan memang terguris rasa.. bile dah kurus sket dulu cam seronok jer.. full of confidence... la nie, nak pakai baju apa pun sume masalah... sume nampak hodoh... anyway, sesama ler kiter usaha key.. all the best..